December 2010
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It hasn’t even been a week since break has started and already I’m wanting to go back to school.
:/ I really don’t like staying home. It’s actually how I spend my breaks most of the time.
I might as well go to school.
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GREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT.
Someone kept ringing the doorbell like a mad man so I got upset and opened the door. The “”“”“”mad man”“”“”” that was ringing the doorbell turned out to be my little cousin who came by to drop off some banana bread that my grandmother made.
Even through all this drama that my family has been going...
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Change.
This is something I’m trying to pursue. I’m tired of being this person, I know the only person who can change me, is well me. But doing so isn’t easy, I don’t want to be so negative but fuck. My past made me this way. I want to be that person everyone titles ” So nice and lovely”. I’ve never been that way.
I’ve been in this position many times before, trying to change...
There are moments where I feel that things would be better off if I moved out of the house. No, not because I would be able to have more freedom, I know I will be able to have that later in life.
What I mean is that if I moved out of the house things between me and my family would be better. We’re not doing so great financially and to top that off my little family is slowly begining to...
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Houses with a big back yard were always a plus for me.
The idea of having a wide open space for yourself to do whatever has always been known to put me into my happy place.
This house that I live in lacks that. My back yard doesn’t have much room to do anything so it’s just used for storage,gardening, and barbecuing.
When I have my own property, I’m making sure that I have a...
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I just hate the feeling where I think that I have a text or missed call on my phone but when I check it’s blank.
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I feel a bit jealous of you.
I’ve never really thought about relationships recently other than this moment.
Now that I think about it, I’m fine with how my relationship status is at the moment. There is so many things that I plan to get accomplished that I don’t even think I can fit a relationship into the list.
Of course if it does happen it’ll be one of those “If it happens, it happens”...
I’ve been judged based on the friends that I’ve made before.
What I don’t get is how people can quickly not like me just because they don’t like the person I’m friends with. How does that even work out together?
For whatever reason you don’t like the person I hang out with, that shouldn’t concern me.
Why would it even matter so much that you...
Being almost a senior in high school, I feel as if I’m being rushed to have my whole future planned out.
Everyone around me, especially the adults come to me and ask me what I have planned for the future:
What do you plan to do right after you graduate from high school?
What kind of school would you like to attend?
What major do you plan on taking?
Do you have any careers that you seem...
I’ve never really thought about relationships other than this moment.
Now that I think about it, I’m fine with how my relationship status is at the moment. There is so many things that I plan to get accomplished that I don’t even think I can fit a relationship into the list.
Of course if it does happen it’ll be one of those “If it happens, it happens” things....
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I’m slightly irritated at the moment.
But I’m not going to speak anything of it. I’ll just bite my tongue until this feeling surpasses me.
I’ll soon get over it.. I hope.
Break has started.
Why is it that instead of sleeping late at night from doing something exciting I’m sleeping in the middle of the day because I have nothing else better to do?
Just to show how much time I have in my hands and how I end up using it on.
Whatever problem you have right now, would it matter a year from now? Is it that much of an issue to put that much of ab effort to think about it? If not might as well not get too stressed out about that situation and just keep moving forward.
You’ll get through it. It’s not going to make that much of an impact in your life if it’s something minor like relationships.
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I don’t see how some people think that the new years is the only day that you can start fresh.
No, that’s not it. That’s not it at all. Every day is a chance to start fresh. You don’t have to wait for the new year to start all over.
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I doubt my self value.
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I doubt my self value.
The days I bring an umbrella are the days where it doesn’t rain. But once I decide to not bring an umbrella it’s pouring rain outside.
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I’m tempted to get a needle and just give myself a piercing.
But I don’t trust myself with a needle.
My drafts are starting to pile up once again.
All those thoughts unheard.. why must it be so difficult for me to express my thoughts?
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“Just one more week.”
That’s all that has been in my head ever since finals have been growing closer.
I can’t wait to take a break from school for three weeks. Ugh, I really would like that right now.
As of today, I shall be living for the weekend.
I can’t wait to be able to go to a community college and just have a fresh start.
Those first two years of high school really screwed me over, lol.
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I don’t quite understand how things could change in an instant.
In the beginning we both held a conversation that lasted for a long time. It seemed as if we both enjoyed each others company.
What happened? Why is it that we don’t talk for a long period of time and when we do we don’t say much to each other than just four words tops.
You know.. being the only one who is trying...
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So I stumbled across someone today. I went over to my Aunt’s house earlier and saw that a couple of her daughter’s friends were over.
I ended up listening to this one person play music with the keyboard that was in the house when all of a sudden I heard:
“Why can’t we be friends? Why can’t we be friends? Why can’t we be friends…on facebook?”
At...
Last night I saw a guy with the famous logo as his tattoo placed on his neck.
Who wears that anymore? I bet he regrets getting that done now.
:l
As much as I would love to have the people in my life to open up to me more, I’m not one to force them to.
The thing about me is: I put a lot of things on my plate and most of the time my plate is overfilled with situations and problems that I can’t control.
The fact that I am not able to control them bothers me so much.
My childhood:
I had the lime light for about 6 years. At that moment is where I had most attention from everyone. I was one of the youngest in my family and for those past six years I remember people showering me with their love.
But then the family started to expand a little more. As more children were born in my family after me, the more the attention had to be distributed. I won’t be...
I owe a handful of people apologizes for what happened last night.
I looked through my contacts list on my phone to find someone to vent to. The first few people I’ve tried calling wouldn’t answer the phone, when someone actually answered the phone I didn’t know what to say and just hung up.
Now that I think about it, I wouldn’t even know how to bring the whole situation...
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The thing I like about my community is that we all share one pet.
His name? Jeffery the Turkey.
Yes, he’s an actual turkey.
He doesn’t live in one specific house. The whole community where I live in is his home. If you walk around my area, you’ll see him out and about just minding his own business.
:’)
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Never practice karate in the shower.
Lol..
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This is stupid, how am I supposed to do this essay?
It’s due tomorrow but the only instructions he announced was to make sure that it was typed and two pages long.
Dude, what do you want? What would you like me to talk about in this essay? Does this have to be double spaced? What about the format? What kind of format does it have to be on? MLA?
What if I do this essay and when I turn it...
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Her bone structure screams "Touch her, touch...
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Oh, I need to also start working out again. I haven’t been able to fit that into my schedule since Thanksgiving break ended.
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When I have to write an essay, the most trouble I have on writing one is coming up with a satisfactory introduction and conclusion.
I know the details. It’s not that I don’t know anything about what I’m trying to talk about.
It’s just too hard to bring that topic up and then end it.
:L
I’m that type of person that won’t be able to learn anything just from reading it on a textbook.
Every time I get the chance to just skim through something from the text, I will. If there is a certain thing that I need to know from the passage, I just look for that one particular thing.
I don’t learn from just skimming through the passage, but that’s just what I do. In...
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I think school has taken over my mind. Even when I’m outside of school I feel that I still am.
Whenever I feel the need to talk, I raise my hand.
It’s really embarrassing. I didn’t even raise my hand on purpose, I just did it unconsciously.
The looks that people give me when they see my hand raised…when I finally realize why they have such a odd facial expression on...
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When winter break comes along I plan to work on getting that permit of mine.