February 2012
8 posts
This February is not my month.
I’m so behind in everything. It’s so overwhelming.
All I want to do right now is get away from this town for a while and take a little break from it all. All the pressures are getting to me and I don’t know how to handle it.
It’s just..ugh. Someone help me.
Time is moving on so fast and I don’t think I can keep up with it.
I wish my older brother was home to be there for me. Heh, that’s pretty selfish of me to say but still..
At times like this I wish I had someone in the convenience of my own home to confide in about the hardships that I face throughout the day.
I’m in need of some comfort here.. But as of tonight I’ll just let everything be and wait for the new day to come so I can have another chance to start over.
I want to say that I’m not feeling so uneasy anymore but emotions aren’t something that someone can just deny.
It’s 10:32 PM and I’m just here laying down, waiting for tomorrow to start so I can await for tomorrow so I can repeat the whole routine all over again.
My days have been so uneventful.. I’ve been thinking about this for a while now and I have come to the realization that this is probably how it’s going to be for a long long time from now, despite the fact that I’ll...
Who’s the bad guy here? Me?
It might as well be.
That’s always how it’s been.
I’m so done arguing with you all the time and never taking the chance to understand one another.
I’m done with raising my voice with you, as if it’ll make our point even more right by yelling.
I’m tired of trying to prove who’s right instead of what’s right.
I’m tired of that little ounce of hope inside of us having a closer relationship with each...