Six more months. Six more months until I graduate from high school.

I’m literally counting the days until it happens.

It’s nerve wrecking. I want to be happy and anticipate for the day to come but there is still some thoughts lurking in my mind that are stopping me from doing so.

I don’t feel like I accomplished everything I wanted to get done over the course of my high school career. I regret pushing opportunities away, thinking that I have plenty of time to do them some other time. Look where I’m at now? I’m half way done through my senior year. Six months is going to pass like nothing.

And.. as the days go by I think about how my life would be like, away from my household. I will be going to a community college, that’s for sure; but I will for sure be away from my house longer than I’m used to.

It’s going to be such a new feeling to experience.. I’ve been sheltered in this house for basically all my life and I can’t really.. see myself not living that way anymore. It’s not like I don’t want it to happen, it just seems so unreal to me. 

Nyeh. You know what? I’m just going to let time take it’s course and see where it takes me.