I have this new appreciation for my dad. He is the person that everyone turns to when they are faced with a tough situation. But I never had that kind of relationship with him before where I can just speak to him about anything as everyone else can.

But finally I opened up to him about how unstable our whole family is becoming. With that we began to open up to each other more and I found out that my dad is having some conflicts of his own.

I can’t speak further about what exactly his situation is.. but it’s just amazing how far he is willing to go to provide for his family. He’s so scared.. but he’s always thinking about the family and what’s best for us. I can’t believe that he hasn’t opened up about this for such a long time. I don’t want him to go through something like that all by himself.

I’m a bit scared myself though. The man that everyone looks up to.. The man that seems to have an answer to everything.. he’s lost in his own fear. 

I don’t want to lose him, but I’m proud of his decision. I hope that somehow he’ll find a way to stay strong and pull through this obstacle that has come to him.

I love you, Dad. Thank you for everything that you have done for this family.