I’ve just been so overwhelmed with school lately. This year is the hardest I’ve ever tried to stay consistently productive with my time and effort given to my academic career, I’m not used to it.

Seriously. I’ve gotten to the point where I could be related to that girl in high school you see in the movies that drops three inch binder, her textbooks, and all of her other belongings because of how clumsy she is.

I feel so troubled right now. Even when I’m being so good right now I still have that thought in the back of my mind wondering if I’m going to be at that breaking point where I just go back to my old ways and be behind once more.

In other news, the senior class had a meeting regarding about what we are to expect for this year in relation to events and such.

Every year I had set all the events aside to focus on trying to improve myself in my performance in school and save it for senior year. Now it’s here and I’m getting anxious.

I want to attend all of these events and enjoy myself but I’m worried that I won’t and I would just end up wasting money and time.

Hahh, so many things running through my head. Gimmie a break here~ Hahha.